Don't forget to breath

So after 3 weeks of chaos including three projects, two papers, two presentations, two finals, two counseling self evals, one research conference presentation, one 25th birthday, one (nasty) cold, I am finally finished with my first semester of graduate school. 

I can't say I was incredibly stressed like I was in undergrad because I know I am fulfilling my purpose. BUT I took it incredibly serious because I want to be the best school counselor I can be for my future students and I am paying for this education.  This semester, we've wrestled with a lot of hard topics including : poverty, school to the prison pipeline, tracking, gender inequity, ethics etc. Throughout this season, I was balancing all of these topics and I realized -  crap - I'm going to be responsible for these kids. By mid November, I spent a lot of time in tears and frustrations. NOT because I didn't think I could do it, but because I knew I needed to see the hard stuff to see my role. I knew I had to balance each piece of this profession. 

But you know...it wasn't until I breathed that I felt like could juggle
 each piece of this journey. I am being pruned and shaped for this position. 

Funny how the last four weeks are representative of life's struggles. We may get so bogged down in the many roles we have, the weight of the responsibilities...that we forget to breath.  We forget to see that the challenges we are facing or the journey we are taking are ultimately transforming us for the next step in life. We get caught up in the busyness of life...we don't breath, pause, and reflect.

Today, I randomly attended a yoga class and for the first time in three years, I finally appreciated the fullness of my breathing. Instead of focusing on my instructor twisting us into pretzels, I listened to her cues for breathing in and breathing out. I controlled my breathing....one...two...three...breath in....one...two...three...breath out. I felt the rise and fall of my chest...the expansion of my belly. Before I knew it, my mind was incredibly still. I didn't focus on the challenging poses, I focused on my breathing.  It was empowering to be in tune with the very faculty that gives us the blessing of life everyday.

Yes...the three weeks of chaos came and went. I definitely learned a great deal about balancing the great deal of information. Finals week(s) reminded me that it won't get easier. Life will throw many responsibilities and challenges at me. Life will throw many responsibilities and challenges at you. How will we deal? I will suggest sitting down to think about what makes you happy. Create a wellness plan for dealing with craziness and busyness (#selfcare) AND stick with it. 

Don't sacrifice your well-being for work and things that will always be there.

Instead,
    pause
    care for yourself
    and...
    don't forget to breath <3 

“The Lord Almighty has sworn, ‘Surely, as I have planned, so it will be and as I have purposed, so it will stand.’” — Isaiah 14:24

#tbt

Today,  I am reflecting on how far I've come as a person. The other day I rambled through my jewelry to find this lovely necklace. I begged my parents for a gold nameplate necklace when I was 14. I was obsessed with the nameplate earrings, rings, belt....and I am not ashamed to say I've owned each one of them in my life. The belt is definitely hiding in my closet, but I have all the others in my possession.

I haven't worn this necklace in about 3 years. I wore it briefly as an undergrad, but I stopped wearing it because I felt like it was a fad that no one followed anymore.  Thanks to my mom, she kept it in safe possession and it moved with me in August.

This necklace reminds me of a few things.  I am obsessed with names and labels. I believe there is something so special about a name/label. Even though we don't have much choice over our names at birth, we have the ability to embody those names or tag on definitions. My first name is completely made up lol. I love it though because it carries a piece of my dad. His name is Tony and it is rumored that I may have been named Tony Reginald for a few days. I am so glad my mom tagged on the -ette hahaha.  Good try dad!

I am also reminded of the labels I've embodied as a woman. I have not always seen myself in the most positive light. I've struggled with my personality, my nerdiness, my height, my body shape, my skin...I labeled myself as an outcast. For me, I am so glad that I embody a label that is so much deeper than the eye can see. I am free, redeemed, His, called out, not condemned. Due to the sweet love of my Father and His Son,  my identity is strong and anchored <3. 

This necklace also reminds me of my 14 year old self <3  I was an ambitious, passionate, and spunky little girl. Even though there has been a lot of challenges along the way, I am reminded of the girl who wanted to go to college and change the world. I am grateful for her bravery and resiliency and it has laid a foundation for how I identify and live my life now.

I turn 25 in less than a month and I am so thankful. Today I am choosing hold tight to that young girl and live golden like the shininess reflected off my necklace.

I am golden
        loved
        blessed
        favored

I am Tonyette 

Fall reminders // grow up & strong and embrace your hue

Hi everyone! 

It's been a while since I've posted - graduate school has been really hectic. I finally had some moments tonight where I intentionally took some time for myself. Over the past two weeks, I have been battling with what type of student I was and who I am now.  In undergrad here at UVA, there was definitely this mentality among college students that you have to forsake so much of yourself for the sake of making  a grade. I now know I am much more than a grade and my major. I now know that I am called to be a student for this season. I am Tonyette and I happen to be a graduate student. BUT, I am not defined by it - I define WHY I am here and WHAT I will do with my degree.

 In 2011, I definitely sacrificed my peace in order to be perfect and I blinked and the season changed. I literally....missed....Fall that year. I don't remember what happened, I just remember being in my thoughts and my world. I don't really remember much about anything, I was in a fog. While I am now able to label what happened to me as depression, I believe my actions and striving kept me from truly taking in the little moments of life. I was incredibly sad that I let my favorite season move past me.

 Although my memory was hazy, I remember one event that gave me a sense of hope and stillness. I attended Trick or Treating on the Lawn and as I watched happy children, dogs, and families, I was reminded of the beauty of human connection and love. I remember snapping photos of the entire lawn and I went back to that photo to remind myself to be still. 

On Friday I attended this event and I reflected on my life journey and growth. I laughed with my amazing classmates and witnessed the beauty of human connection and love. I saw the creativity manifested in the costumes and the love in the eyes of parents as they watched their children. The weather was crisp and cool and I felt the crunch of the leaves beneath my feet. Overall, Friday evening reminded me to be still and cherish the moments.

Fall is such a special season for me. It marks a time when I reflect on the last few weeks before my birthday. The scarves, boots, and tights become my besties. Most of all, the colors of the trees remind me of growth and change.  I find it amazing that trees just grow, they don't possess the means for comparison- they grow up and strong. In the fall, each tree is a different color - red, orange, gold, yellow, brown, burgundy, etc. They grow amongst one another, yet they are vastly different. 

I can't help to think that is the way we should look at the world.  Instead of comparing ourselves to the next person, what if we could grow up and strong and embrace our different hues? What if we happily watched our friends and family flourish as we thrive as well?

Don't allow life's circumstances or personal goals to stop you from seeing what is happening around you. Don't allow yourself to blink another moment without being present. 

May your joy be palpable. 

Trick or Treating on the Lawn 2015

Get up, get dressed, embrace the random and live in purpose.

For the past three weeks, I've been battling a really icky and horrible sinus infection. As a result, I just felt like I've been put behind in my relationships, school work, and physical upkeep. I spent the past week, preparing for tests and papers and I literally felt uneasy. I became very overwhelmed by cracking open a school book or researching for my papers. I realized that I wasn't leaning into my purpose and not giving myself grace. 

My friend recently reminded me that we do have to take our crafts seriously in order to fully operate in them. Whether that entails studying for a test, training for a marathon, or working a carnival as outreach, we have to take fully embrace the purpose. Yesterday I was reminded that I can give myself grace as I embrace my purpose.

I woke up and immediately threw on an outfit because I didn't know if I would be meeting my mentor at a cafe that morning or if I would be relocating to study. My mentor held Bible study here at my place and I kept this outfit on. At the end of the study, she told me she liked my outfit and we randomly had a mini photoshoot outside of my living community. I wore the outfit because it made me feel good.  In the randomness of the "shoot" - I was reminded to seize opportunities and embrace the here and now. 

Outfit:

Levi's Jean Jacket

Top from Marshall's 

Skirt from Old Navy 

Heels from J.Crew

Earrings and Necklace from Target 

I'm totally embracing the randomness and the here and now. 

Remember, no matter what season you are in, you still have purpose <3

xoxo,

Tonyette

THE Graduate School App Process!

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For the past two months, I had this bright idea to write this post. Funny how....graduate school has definitely been in way haha. After working as a college adviser AND applying to graduate school at the same time, I realized how challenging it actually was. I thought "oh...I've done this before AND I talk about college all the time...this will be a breeze" and honestly it was incredibly challenging. It literally took 7 months of energy AND I worked full time.

For me personally, I only looked at Masters of Education degree programs for Counselor Education. As a result, I will only talk from the experience I have in applying to these programs. If I could condense my graduate application experience - I would definitely sum of 8 points you can consider :) 

1.) Don't force yourself in a box and heavily consider your professional interests: Many graduate school programs are geared toward training for a profession or giving you extensive background on a specific topic.  During my last year of undergrad, I did try to apply to graduate schools (I did apply to one program), but I honestly only did it because I thought it was what I was supposed to do. Throughout my entire life I only thought about college and never my career. I was so grateful that I did not decide to enroll in program! I realized that I was not mature enough and I honestly did not know what I wanted to do.I am so grateful I took two years and worked. Through my work narrative, I discovered my heart for adolescents.   Don't force yourself to apply if your heart isn't it it. Please cognizant of your passions and dreams. You will be training or studying the topic extensively for 1 to 2 years. 

Although I decided to wait, I have plenty of friends who decided to go straight to graduate school. These young ladies and men are passionate about their disciplines.  In short, reflect on your passion and heart for a topic before committing to it <3 

....whew....let me get off my soapbox

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2.)Research and Visit Schools : Research for Master's programs is definitely interesting.  While researching program, many website contained concise information.  Usually the sites will give you a sense of the mission, the application requirements (GRE, Recommendation, personal statement)As a result, I would suggest visiting the schools before you apply, email the professors or directors, or take advantage of online webinars or information sessions.  

3.) STUDY for the GRE :  I am laughing at this one because I honestly thought that this test was my chance of redemption for my poor SAT/ACT study habits. This time around, I bought myself a study book and made flash cards. The Cracking the GRE study guide was definitely my " bae" during Fall 2014. As I look back, I don't  think it helped much with math, but it definitely prepared me for the Verbal and Analytical Writing sections. I would suggest the Kaplan GRE study guide because it really has higher reviews than the Princeton Review.  Try to limit your studying to a certain timeframe to insure you retain the techniques (1- 1/2 months). I studied from very late September to mid November. After 1 1/2 months of studying I think I hit my study threshold...or tolerance haha. REMEMBER the GRE is a test measuring your ability to analyze and use certain techniques to answer the problems - not a test measuring your ability to memorize.

4.) Reach out to potential recommenders EARLY :  I contacted my former professors and supervisors in early September to let them know I would be applying to graduate school. In addition, I followed up in late October and November to let them know I would be using their information in my application.

5.) Write your heart on your sleeve : When writing your personal statements - BE PERSONAL. Write about your personal experiences and don't be afraid to brag on yourself and your background. Make sure you address every piece of the topic and adhere to the word limits. In addition, pull in key pieces from the program and address how the program will shape you and what you could give to the program (if applicable). 

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6.) Interview:In contrast to the undergraduate application process, most programs will want to schedule an interview with you!  You will either be invited or the interview will be a part of the application process. Some schools may not conduct interviews. I encountered all three cases! Stay flexible and confident during the interview process. I had interviews that were canceled due to snowstorms.  Flexibility is key when you have to  reschedule or travel a lot. Read up on the program or brainstorm possible interview questions. Survey your closet and see if you have appropriate business or business casual wear (I would suggest this be done a week in advance). Try to strike a balance between your individual style and professionalism. For my interview days, I wore a black cardigan, a black top with ruffled sleeves (I thought it represented my personal style), gray slacks, and heels ( bring flats ladies).  During interview day, truly consider whether the program and professors will fit your needs. BE CONFIDENT and OWN YOUR BACKGROUND! 

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7.) Follow your heart: When you receive your acceptances, consider which program will fit your needs, your learning style and your personality. Definitely consider tuition rates, job opportunities, and environment.  Personally, I would encourage you to follow your heart when picking your program.  I ended up coming back to my Alma Mater. I was super passionate about experiencing a different campus. I tried to rationalize why I should go elsewhere. I realized this program was the one for me. I am so incredibly grateful for my awesome professors and my cohort.  

8.) Say Thanks : Write thank you notes to your recommenders and verbally thank those who supported you through the process. My parents, sister, friends, and co-workers were so amazing during the process. 

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I really hope this was helpful and I tried to give my honest advice about the graduate school application process. Feel free to email me at tonyettew@gmail.com if you have any questions OR leave a question or comment at the end of this post.

xoxo,

Tonyette

Outfit of the Day - Darling Edition :)

Hi everyone!

I hope you all are doing well! Just wanted to stop by with a quick OOTD for this beautiful Sunday afternoon.

I can't believe it is almost Fall! I absolutely LOVE this season and the weather. 

Last week a friend and I stumbled upon this beautiful consignment shop called Darling on the Downtown mall in Charlottesville. When I walked in - I was drawn by the layout of the store and just the beautiful, reaffirming sayings on the walls and the dressing room doors for every women to see. The owners are Linnea and Megan and they carefully pick their pieces to fit many different women. In addition, they sell the furniture which holds the clothes, as well as beautiful jewelry, soaps, cards from local artisans. 

All photos taken directly from ShopatDarling.com

This particular shop really sparked my interest in really sharpening my style and my sorta-kinda capsule wardrobe. I am currently in the process of rebuilding my wardrobe. I gave away almost all of my things. It really just hit me that I don't really have the comfort of excess clothing. In August, it felt right because I needed a fresh perspective that was free from clutter. That is still the case right now, but it is a little daunting to have to get creative with my clothes and not spend a lot. 

So when I found out about Darling, I definitely felt like I was at home. I love consignment shops and thrifting, but I really lost touch with it in the last three years. Since I am now rebuilding my closet, it want to carefully purchase things I like for great prices. Darling presented me with an opportunity to do so! 

I knew I needed more white/cream in my closet and I found J.Crew silk blouse for less than 12 dollars! I finally wore it today to church. I love the blouse, but I was having a mental block because I was freaking out about how many clothes I didn't have anymore :/ I decided to pair it with jeans, heels, and a blazer. I really received a lot of compliments and I thought it was really a blessing due to the fact that I didn't think I paired the shirt that well this morning. 

Here's a photo!

I paired the top with an Express blazer (purchased at Marshall's), Levi jeans (purchased at Marshall's) and J.Crew heels (purchased at J.Crew Clearance Center in Lynchburg  VA.) I am loving my new blouse and this will definitely be a staple for the Fall. 

Make sure you check out Darling's website which is full of updates, styling tips, and blog posts.

I also snapped this photo before leaving the store 

I truly believe this is fitting in how we can create beautiful things by exercising our creativity. 

xoxo, 

Tonyette

Transitions and New Seasons

Hi all:)

I am still blogging, there's just been A LOT of things going on since mid-July.  As Alana knows, I have done a lot of self-reflection in regards to myself, the people around me, and God's role in all of this.  I can't say that August was the easiest, but I have grown a lot.

 In addition to heavy reflection, I tremendously downsized my closet. After realizing how much stuff I accumulated and just the heaviness I felt, I needed to declutter all parts of my life - starting with my closet. When I moved back home, I was so blown away and embarrassed by all the clothes I had (I needed more than 2 closets). I couldn't believe I allowed myself to not use so much. I basically sold some clothes and gave away the rest. I am still trying to process my closet and it's much smaller size. I also sold a lot of things and recycled a bunch of papers I held onto. I didn't to move to my new city with a lot of stuff. I truly wanted my new season to be reminiscent of where I am right now as a person. I want to live light, pack light, and be Christ's light <3 

I am in graduate school and I am in a counselor education program. I looooove it. I want to do a post on my process of applying to schools and finding the perfect program.

I am hoping to post very soon - within the next week or so. Hang tight

btw, what would happen if our faith allowed us to keep our hopes up? What if they were so high and beautiful?

xoxo,

Tonyette

Nails 101: The Basics of Grooming

I get a lot of questions about my nails. I've always done my own nails and I have never been to a salon to get them done. At this point, I feel as if I don't need to pay anyone to give me a manicure. Through trial and error over the years I have come up with many tips and trips that help me to achieve a professional looking manicure without the salon price tag. I'm going to have a few posts all about nails to answer a lot of the questions I've gotten over the years.

For the first nail related post, I'm going to start with the basics of grooming the nail to prep it for painting.

Tools Needed:

1.     Crystal Nail File

2.     Cuticle Trimmer

3.     Cuticle Remover

4.     Cuticle Stick

5.     Cuticle Cream/Balm

6.     Hand Cream

Step One: Cuticles

The key to a polished, professional looking manicure is neatly groomed cuticles. When the cuticles are over grown and ragged, it can make the entire manicure look sloppy. Think of your cuticles as the picture frame that ties everything together. You wouldn't put a $1 plastic frame on the Mona Lisa, would you?

1.     The first thing I use to keep my cuticles in check is a cuticle trimmer . There are some people who are avidly against cuticle trimmers. What it does is trim the excess skin off, making the cuticle instantly shorter and neater. However, it can make the cuticle grow back faster and thicker. I don't have any issues with this, mainly because I do this weekly and this is not the sole method I use to groom my cuticles. Please be careful when using a cuticle trimmer. Use it to trim off the dead skin around the nail like hangnails, or any skin that has grown over the nail and is starting to lift off. You DO NOT want to press down too hard or cut into the cuticle bed. This could cause damage to the cuticle bed and also cause infection. That is why I am a fan of the cuticle trimmer from Revlon that is linked above. It’s not too dull or too sharp, which prevents you from going a little crazy; it will just get the dead skin. If you are anti-cuticle trimmers, then by all means skip this step.

2.     The second thing I use on my cuticles is a gel cuticle remover. My current favorite is the Sally Hansen Instant Cuticle Remover. After I've trimmed my cuticles, I apply a small amount of the cuticle remover to each cuticle and then spread it around with a cuticle stick. I let it sit for about a minute and then gently use the cuticle stick remove any extra dead skin and push the cuticle back. Wipe this off and then wash your hands. Think of this step as if you're exfoliating the nail. It gently lifts up dead skin cells, leaving the cuticles neat and the nail nicely groomed.

Step Two: Filing and Shaping the Nail

It's time to put down the nail clippers and the sand paper emery boards. In my opinion, the best way to shorten, shape and file your nails is with a crystal file. Nail clippers can cause the nail to split and peel, especially for those with weak nails. Emery boards can also be too rough on the nail and cause splitting. I personally never cared for how emery boards feel against my nail while filing. A quality glass file effectively shortens the nail through filing and creates a smooth edge with no splitting or peeling. Over time, you'll have stronger nails. A glass file can also last a life time, that is if you don't drop it! I paid about $7 for a quality glass file on Amazon back on 2011 and it's still going strong. You may initially think that paying upwards of $10 for a nail file is a tad ridiculous, but I assure you, it’s a great investment and will pay for itself, as it should last you a lifetime opposed to constantly purchasing emery boards that need to be replaced often.

To shape my nails, I simply file back and forth in a straight line. Some suggest that you should only file in one direction because the back and forth motion can weaken the nail. I have never experienced this, but file in whichever direction you prefer and works best for you.

My favorite nail shape is a short, square nail. I file the nail down in a straight line to the desired length and then softly round out the edges so the points of the nail aren’t to sharp. You may need to take the glass file and gently run it underneath the nail to remove any nail remnants from filing.

**QUICK TIP: To best achieve the perfect shape of whatever your desire nail shape may be (round, pointed, square, etc.), file your nails right before removing you old manicure. This way, you won't get distracted by you natural nail line, which naturally grows out unevenly. Having nail polish already on the nail when you file helps you to really see the shape you are making!

Step Three: Moisturize!

You can file your nails perfectly and have pristine cuticles, but if you aren't constantly pampering and moisturizing your hands afterwards, it's a bit of a waste. To maintain the health of your nails you need to moisturize them and do it often!

·      Cuticle Creams: Cuticle creams are especially formulated with the cuticles in mind. They are often times richer and more concentrated than hand creams and also have ingredients that help to strengthen nails. Consistent use of a cuticle cream helps to prevent peeling and splitting nails, dry and peeling cuticles and hang nails.

o   Recommendations:

1.     Burt's Bees Lemon Butter Cuticle Cream. This is a staple product for me. It has a light, fresh lemon scent and does an excellent job of moisturizing and nourishing cuticles. I prefer to use this during the day, throughout the day as I remember. If my nails are being temperamental and are peeling just a bit, this sorts it out. It has more of a balm texture than that of a cream, so it's not heavy or sticky on this skin. A little goes a long way and at just $5-6 per tin, you can't beat the value!

2.     Christian Dior Abricot Nail Creme. I discovered this heavy-duty gem this past winter when it was so cold and so dry outside that my hands literally hurt from how dry my skin was. None of my lotions and potions were saving my skin. I stumbled upon the Christian Dior Abricot Nail Creme online and it had great reviews so I decided to take the plunge; a $27 plunge. I know! I know! But it was so worth it! This product is heavy, thick, rich, emollient and all those good words! Because it is so gooey, it is suggested for nighttime use. When applied at night before bed, it brings your cuticles back to life the next morning and the more you use it, the better the results. I don't much care for the smell, but I'll deal with it because I no longer have to suffer from dry winter skin. Never underestimate the power of eBay. Check there so see if you can find it for a few bucks cheaper.

·      Hand Creams: Much like cuticle creams, avidly using hand creams keeps your hands in tip-top shape. They moisturize the nails and cuticles, but predominately keep your hands soft and provide a line of defense against the elements when used regularly, throughout the day.

o   Recommendations:

1.     LUSH Helping Hands. I also discovered this product this past winter when my hands were painfully dry. I was in the market for a heavier hand cream to use at night and this fit the bill. It has soothing ingredients like chamomile, marigold and lavender to provide relief for painful hands. A little goes a long way and I always wake up with super soft hands the next morning. This is on the pricey side; 3.5 ounces will set you back $18.95, but it's a quality product with wholesome ingredients that will last you a while. Side note: I recently applied this to sunburned arms at night and woke up with soothed skin that was not angry and pink. Brillant!

2.  Crabtree & Evelyn Verbana and Lavender Hand Therapy. Any scent/formulation of the Crabtree & Evelyn hand creams is good so just pick your poison! Right now I'm really into the Verbana and Lavender scent; it's bright but warm. These hand creams are not too heavy so they are great for daytime use. They just get the job done. The 3.5 ounce tubes retail for $22, but I often find them at my local TJ Maxx for around $7, so when I see them, I stock up!

I know this post was long, but I hope it was helpful! I have a few more of these Nail 101 posts planned, so keep your eyes peels for the next post in the series on how to actually paint your nails perfectly (probably the top question I'm asked!).

- Alana

Life Hack: Get Rid of Mosquito Bites FAST

One of the things I dread most about summer, other than the intense heat and humidity, are the mosquitoes. I cannot express my loathing of those blood sucking vermin enough. Days after they violate you and take your blood, you are left with an obnoxious itchy bump that just won’t stop pestering you! Anti-itch creams like Hydrocortisone only provide temporary relief from the bug bite; it does not shorten its life span.

Luckily enough, I’ve stumbled across a product that solves the problem of itchy bug bites fast. And I mean FAST. That product, my friends, is benzoyl peroxide. Benzoyl peroxide is most commonly used as a topical treatment for acne. 

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I have oily, acne-prone skin, so a lot of my skin care products are geared towards treating and keeping my skin clear of blemishes. I noticed that if I had a mosquito bite on my face, after applying my skin care at night, the bite would pretty much be gone the next day. Then I had a thought, ‘What if it’s the benzoyl peroxide? If it can dry up pimples what’s it going to do to a mosquito bite?”

I was thrilled to find out that when I applied a product with a high concentration of benzyl Peroxide like the Clean & Clear Persa-Gel 10 Acne Treatment  to a mosquito bite on my leg, arm, etc. the bite would completely stop bothering me within 30 minutes. Apply a liberal amount as soon as possible, try not to scratch and leave it be. You should notice that within 20 to 30 minutes the bug bites just isn’t bothering you anymore. Within a few hours, you’ll notice that the size of the bite has gone down significantly. It may still itch a tiny bit afterwards for a day or so, but nothing that makes you want to claw your skin off. You can also apply more the next day as needed.

Even if the mosquitoes attack you with a vengeance this summer, you no longer have to suffer for days after scratching at your self like a lunatic. The mosquitoes don’t win this time. Take that blood suckers.

- Alana 

Skin Care 101: Setting the Record Straight About Your PORES

I started getting passionate about skin care about three years ago when I started dealing with non-stop breakouts in my early twenties, during my last year of college. I was determined to find skin care products that would whip my skin back into shape. Searching for new products led to me start researching and learning about skin in general. All of this research also shed some light on quite a few myths that are floating around in the beauty industry.

There are so many myths out there about pores and it blows my mind. There are reputable skin care companies that are stating myths on their products as a marketing ploy to sell more products. They are banking on the concept that the average consumer doesn’t know any better. We also live in the age of YouTube. A lot of self proclaimed “beauty gurus” are also stating these myths. These YouTubers are not proclaiming the gospel! It’s important to do your research! Please, don’t be an average consumer and stop buying into the myths. Then, you’ll have a more realistic expectation on what to expect from your skin care products.

Oh, the rant is just getting started. So please, grab a cup of coffee or tea and get comfy. It’s time to set the record straight about the pores on your face.

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1.     Myth #1: You’re pores open and close.

a.    No! Just no! You pores DO NOT and CANNOT open and close. Period. They are not doors, thus they cannot swing open and closed. Your pores do not have muscular walls that allow for them to contract. You’re pores just are.

b.    Also, hot water/steaming your face does not open your pores and cold water does not snap them shut. Please see above. Steaming your face may help to loosen up dirt in the pore, allowing it to be removed, thus causing the pore to appear smaller. Caution: be careful if you decide to steam your face. If the water is too hot, you can actually damage your capillaries. Not good.

2.     Myth #2: You can shrink your pores.

a.    Again, they do not contract. You pore size is your pore size and is largely determined by genetics and your skin type. Those with more oily skins tend to have larger pores.

b.    There are products that can minimize the appearance of pores, but if you see anything on a skin care product that guarantees to minimize the appearance of your pores, don’t get your hopes up. It may. It may not. I can’t stress this enough, your pores are your pores. Embrace them. Stop obsessing over them. Let them be.

3.     Myth #3: You can get rid of you pores.

a.    You cannot get rid of your pores. Trust me, you don’t want to get rid of your pores. Your pores contain hair follicles and your pores also produce sebum. This sebum travels up the hair follicle and makes its way to the surface of your skin and naturally moisturizes and protects the surface of your skin. Without sebum having a way to make it to the surface (A.K.A: not having pores) your skin would become dry and begin to crack. Ow.

·      If you have large pores/oily skin:

b.    Cleanse your face twice daily (you should be doing this anyway regardless of that skin type you have, but I digress…for now). Clean pores are happy pores. When your pores become clogged with excess sebum and dirt, it can result in the appearance of larger pores (and cause breakouts).

c.     Incorporate Alpha Hydroxy Acids (AHAs) and Beta Hydroxy Acids (BHAs) into your skin care routine. AHAs, like glycolic acid help to exfoliate the surface of the skin and helping to prevent your pores from becoming clogged with dead skin cells. If you are prone to acne and have oily skin, BHAs are your best friend. Salicylic acid is a BHA and has the ability to not only exfoliate the surface of the skin but penetrate the pore (AHAs cannot penetrate the pore) and exfoliate the pore from within, thus keeping them clear and happy. Remember, we want happy pores!

·      Please. Stop obsessing over your pores. I assure you, they most likely aren’t as bad as you think they are. They have nothing to do with you being a quality person. Sure, smaller pores are deemed by society as being more aesthetically appealing, but the average person could care less. If a person comes up to you and starts critiquing your pores, they are standing way too close and they are way too judgmental. Not someone worth your time.

4.     Products to consider:

a.     A good AHA/BHA cleanser

                                              i.     Try thebalm White Tea Rose Face Cleanser for Normal to Combination Skin.This is a gentle, barely foaming gel cleanser that contains glycolic acid and fruit acids. This cleanser does a great job at keeping the surface of the skin exfoliated, helping to prevent dead skin cells from making their way into your pores in the first place.

b.     A clay mask

                                              i.     Try thebalm Spearmint Aloe Face Mask I like thebalm skin care, can you tell?). This does a good job of drawing things out of the pore without over drying. My skin always looks visibly clearer and calmer the next day. Another nice clay mask as a fraction of the price is the Freeman’s Dead Sea Minerals Facial Anti-Stress Mask. Lovely smell, cool bright blue color and just gets the job done without making your wallet weep.

c.     A good toner

                                              i.     Look for a toner containing glycolic or salicylic acid and try to avoid one containing alcohol. Alcohol can be quite irritating and drying to the skin, causing your skin to produce more oil. I’m still on the hunt for a good toner containing salicylic acid sans alcohol, but for a glycolic acid option, the Mario Badescu Gylcolic Toner is nice. It does tingle a little, but nothing painful. It can be a bit strong, so you may not want to use this one both morning and night if your skin is more on the sensitive side.

d.     A good serum

                                              i.     The Watts Beauty Acne/Wrinkle Serum contains kojic acid, glycolic acid AND salicylic acid. It does not contain silicones if that is something that concerns you. It’s lightweight, gentle on the skin and packed full of beautiful ingredients. It helps to keep pores clear, which can mean clearer skin, while helping to lighten hyperpigmentation. A win-win in my book!

e.     Start looking into anti-aging products

                                              i.     As we age, we begin to lose collagen in our skin, causing the skin to loose its elasticity. This can cause pores to appear larger as the skin begins to droop. Incorporating anti-aging products into your routine can help to slow the process of aging. Start with the basics: make sure your drinking enough water, eat well, don’t be afraid to sweat a little, GET ENOUGH SLEEP and apply SPF. Also, find a good product containing retinol. Retinol is PROVEN to aid in anti-aging. A good product to start with is the Watts Beauty 2.5% Retinol Gel Serum. 

f.      Find a nice primer

                                              i.     To superficially tone down the appearance of your pores, try a make up primer that is designed to  “hide “ your pores and even out the texture of your skin. These primers are generally packed full of silicones, which cause some people to be wary; they cause some people to break out and others are fine. I personally don’t have a problem with them. Silicones help to “fill” in pores, giving the appearance of poreless skin, which also makes makeup apply more flawlessly. Benefit’s Porefessional is a cult classic.

I do feel as if I need this disclaimer: I am not a dermatologist, nor am I an esthetician. The above is information I’ve gathered throughout out the past few years. If you have specific skin care concerns please consult a professional.

I hope this post was helpful. I have quite a few posts planned all about skin care: cleansing, toners, acne, hyperpigmentation, facial oils, etc. If there is anything you would specifically like to read on this blog regarding skin, please let me know and I’ll be happy to do a post on it!

- Alana